pendency

The odd frustration-envy at reading other people's actually narratively scripted/well writ blogs or journals or letters: I spend so much time trying to order my thoughts into something coherent for work that when I get to a private-type space I have next to no structure. Let the thoughts spill as fast as the fingers can type

If I had to handwrite I expect it would be a vastly different flow, but learning to type *nearly* as fast as one can think definitely changes the writing process.